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May 30, 2008
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Next week, I start radiation everyday! At first, Paul and I thought it was only Tuesday. Boy, did we ever miss understand. Wow! What in the world is this going to be like. The doctors make it sound so e[z but everyone I talk to about this process (besides the docs) make it sound very difficult. I just don’t know what to think. I know one day, I will be able to tell my story to my church and so many others. I know I will help them make it through their tough time. I really think this is my job God gave me. But I am still scared getting through this though time. What kind of mother will I be? Will I be ready for school to start? I know what kind of person I can be but will I ever be that person again? How much change will take place in my personality, my intelligence, ect b/c of this tough time? Will this be the last tough task or will I be ask to do something difficult each year. Boy, what does the future bring? I know I need to trust in my prayer but sometimes with the pain I am in from day to day it is tough. I believe in God and I believe God with cure me but the question is when. What must I learn first? What info must I be able to teach others? I know there is always a reason behind his task but ok TIME is UP! I AM REady to give my speech. I will be cured! Please, keep your prayers with me during this tough time. Thanks Tabatha
Thanks for your support -
I will be praying for you and will send you 100 angels to hold your hand and give you strength when i was takeing all my treatments thats what my grand kids will tell me and i believe whit all my heart and it help me a lot
and in sperit i will be holding your hand too
love soledad
I know there are many stories.. And it makes it hard to decide what is the right and the not so right. We all have a different story to tell. Yours may not be the same. So trust in God and you Care givers. They we do what is best for you.
Hugs Sherri
Sorry some of the words did not come out right. I am sure you know what I am talking about.LOL
Sherri
Tabatha,
Be prepared to be tired, take naps with those darling kids of yours. Ask your Dr about skin care during radiation, very important to keep it from drying out, but you can only use certain types of products, the Dr should be able to give them to you for free.
I checked your bio and you mentioned that you were losing some of the memories that you made with your father. If you can tell the stories to your husband and have him write them down for you. When you feel bettermaybe you cab put the stories into a book along with some photo’s to help you remember. If you have a local scrapbook store I am sure they would be happy to help you with this.
Hugs tzalley